well mayb everything is just tolerence now everytink has been goin bad for me n jialin n well now so glad that she could get back to her normal life n all im doing now its just to pray for lewis afta lewis nobod else haf a prob i dun wanna worry for mine anymore all i noe its to wish for everybod to be happy perharps all i can do now its just watch him from faraway im so tired of everything goin nuts and stuff.. pple tel me dun give up but im like idiot seriously u suan me all u want telling me a chiobu infront of me pple taking no. from u i totally tolerate it.. im just learning to give up i want the unwanted company to close its goin out one coming in one.. all i guess i oni can trust two pple in my life now the rest u dun give a damn bout me den sua.. im so sorry for dissapointin the pple tat cared im tryin to quit.. so yup wait for me.. wait til tis matter can over..